hey there! okay yes i kno my blog is dead... everyone bugs me about it...:P this is to let everyone know that i am alive and kicking!! and so that my latest entry is NOT before the a levels!!!!!...:D new year has come...2006...everyone's getting really old...im getting really old...went to visit acjc during orientation...ill never kno where i found the energy or the optimism to do all the running around, shouting and screaming...

for those of u who dun kno jas does have a blog... should check it out... i just attached her link on the right.. u guys should read it... very inspiring...

gotta run!
God bless
toshi

whew! its been what.. 6 months since my last entry in here... talk about procrastination huh? how time flies.. a quick update.. am currently in mdc now.. thats the music & drama company in SAF... so i get to do what i love most and sing my heart out everyday... thankz to everyone for all their prayers that God will direct me to the vocation He wishes and i couldn't be in a better place spending my 2 years in army... helpin out alot more at church now... thru worship and fellowship but i definitely would like to find more time and put in more effort for spiritual growth.. lacking the discipline i used to have to push myself to complete things... can get very lathargic at times... will post another entry soon... :)

God bless!
toshi

yawnz...no idea why im up this late... gonna be the death of me when i go sispec... yup for those of u who dunno this is a short update to my life... now turned upside down and sluggish due to the foresight of more grueling days ahead... i thought i had left that island behind me...

anyhow... i have had a great block leave... not too eventful... but ive spent it with e ppl i wanted to... except you of course.. juz tough luck that i couldnt go on the trip with u...

i've come to terms with my posting... at first i wasnt sure wad to think with ppl congratulating me and consoling me at the same time... so wad is it really like? haha... hopefully wayne will give me some answers when i meet him tomorro... hope i have everythin preped for sispec... dun really kno wad to expect... prayed quite alot... will decide whether to chiong all e way or not within e first week... then will stick to e decision this time...

all the best to e others who got their posting today... may e postings be pleasing to ure hearts...
God bless...

haha... it seems as if the existence of this blog has been forgotten... :D all the better... more free to pour out my thoughts... going back into camp tomorro... was a good weekend... equipped me with the necessary drive to push on the 2 weeks left... was great to see all the familiar faces at marche... all the best for those singing tonight... wish i could be there... sigh...

till nxt week when i have the time to blog again.... :P

sit here... realise there's so many things to say... too many things i've been thru... literally no where to start...
should write a song about it if i can ever bring myself to put in that kind of effort... but im learning more and more about the human mind every day... fascinating stuff...

I see skies of blue
clouds of white
bright blessed days
dark sacred nights
and I think to myself
what a wonderful world

I see trees of green
red roses too
I see ’em bloom
for me and for you
and I think to myself
what a wonderful world

the colors of a rainbow
so pretty in the sky
are also on the faces of people going by
I see friends shaking hands
sayin’ how do you do
they’re really sayin’

...i love you...

I hear babies cry
I watch them grow
they’ll learn much more
than I’ll never know
and I think to myself
what a wonderful world

new meaning to these lyrics for me... dunno when it happened...

it takes courage to attempt to continue a blog... a blog left deserted after so long... it seems wrong to disturb it.. as if its a fragile memory that'll vanish into thin air if stirred... one usually has a resolution when one restarts bloggin... a big event in life... a turning stone which convinces one the rest of the world needs to kno about that one little moment in ure life... vowing to from now onwards blog consistently and diligently...

fat hope...

im here typing coz i finally find myself bored with all the vcds i've rented...all the computer games at home...all the books im reading... and still being cooped up at home with nothing in the world to do...

how did i end up here? u ask... an unfortunate case... contracting a virus while serving my nation sent me right to the hospital with a high fever... wasn't fun at all... was quite a bad bug... well my first time in hospital was quite an experience... thankful to all who came to visit...

an update on my life so far?... seems impossible... but i will say one thing... that God has never been closer... and i pray that He will reveal more of Himself to me as the days pass... amazing eh? but yeah... i guess thats the highlight since school.. which i miss terribly... its astonishing how much...

God bless those faithful blog-surfers who actually happen to notice this new entry... do let me kno if u do...tag me or something... so that i kno i should continue blogging...

toshi...

as i type this entry i have finally passed the 24hour mark till i am over and done with my prelims... about a year ago i would never hve expected this day to come... now its months before i bid farewell to jc life... scary...
haha... my desktop's down so im making use of what little time i have on my mother's laptop and was blog surfing until i fell upon mine... which is in a pretty pathetic state...
supposed to practice teachers' day songs with the north lodge today... postponed till after E8 tommoro... excited about having tea with the choir teachers on sunday... haven't seen them in a long time... definitely gonna miss them when school's really out...
for those of u who dunno... i have kept my hair long and grown a beard... dun ask me why... i have no idea...
what else to say at this time?... alot of mission trips and carolling's lined up for the end of the year... Mark's coming up with his girlfriend to visit from down-under... gonna finally have time to start studying music... then before i kno it ill be in NS...
can't think whatelse to write now... so its juz a quick update after so long...